Why am i so lazy and hopeless...

Suddenly, i felt so left out after hearing wat Zhi xian had said to me in the afternoon. Haishx. I have the worst result for English among my friends le. She exclaimed that Kerrin's English had improved a lot which i dun. How can i improved my English?! My sentence structure is just atrocious. But how to polish up! My English has always been so bad and i had a limitation of vocabulary. So there's no way that i could improve my English. And i do not interest in any of the Science. So dun expect me to have good grade for my studies. I just dun have any motivation to study. Haihsx. Wonder who have the ability to urge me to study at the end of the year. I am so obsessed with comic... Neither do i wanna to drop to normal nor retain for another yr. Haishx. Even if i can made it, i dun wanna to have a dreadful L1R5 which i had it during the Mid-Yr examination. I just cannot write in proper English. Out of sudden, i am so aggrieved about my studies. Haihshx.Is my instinct warning me to be serious about my studies? Haishx. I think i will just forget the whole matter later on. Haishx. I am so pessimistic towards my studies. But i am optimistic about my current lifestyle....

SIANX!

I am so exhausted after changing my skin. Feel like sleeping le. But i had to post one enrty ma. HEhe. Lost. Nowadays right, teachers keep giving us projects and loads of homeworks. Like for example, i had to hand in a A maths project tml and had to present it. School is just not the right place for me to go.. It is not suitable for me... I just hate triple sci... Cant get the grade that i desire...So no use.

Feel like going for the Meidan high(japanese sch) band concert. But nobody is going to sccompany me. So i was kind of, sianx, wanan go but cannot. So far as i know, nobody is going.. Haishx. But i heard that Kerrin have the intention to go. So i also not quite sure about it. See how den...

I had just upload of the neoprint up on the friendster.. So tiring! Wantin to have a sweet nap later on. But i had to study for the Chinese test tml which i doubt that i will really go and read. My result will shows it. Hehe.I still had Social studies to do. which i will do it reluctantly later on too...

Here are some of the nicest pics that were taken on the ???(dunno wat day le!)

Woo... I had a long time didnt come and update my blog ler. So sianx. I was quite busy lohx. Teachers had gave us so many hw that we cant even complete it lahx. I hate it.

Today, Xiao yu, Zhi xian and kerrin came to my house to do project. But in the end, we were playin with zhi xian's hair. Doing different type of hair style. Hehe. Zhi xian look so "gorgeous". hehe. But she was mad.

I took out the class photo when i was in sec1 to sec 3. Zhi xuan had change the most. He look so different siax. Cant stand it. Hehe. lost.

Today, I took my o level that Chemistry SPA. It was quite okay but i think i gt a bit color blind cos i cant differentiate whether that is pH10 or pH9.5. haishx. but i just heck care. i put pH10. I scared that it would be wrong. I dun wanna to fail! God bless me. Havin bio SPA den physic SPa.

ya, i had just came back from the playground. Haha. You can says me childish. But it is quite nice. I slide here rock there. So funny but quite fun(lack of vocab). lol. It is now 0012 in the morning lohx. Hehe. So fun siax.

Thinking of sleeping early but then i had to do Am maths de research. Wa liao. Shit. why there is endless of hw and project waiting for us to do. Just because that we are in the top class? But that's does not mean that we had to be good in everything including our attitude. We always get double hw than the others. The teachers are only forcing ppl to transfer class. that's wat my friends and i feel. Haihsx.